You may just see another side of me only but you never know my weakest part of me is just you.Yeah so the days pass by with the day closest to death. I don't afraid of death because everyone will have to reach there one day. Thinking why am i so negative? Yeah this is me. Don't ever judge me even you know me because u never know why i will be that way.

So this past 2 days, i went to help with club crawl, i think overall it was okay. I just felt tired because we had to come so early in the morning and have to go back so late. My poor feet had been step or something had knock onto.

The trial run was kind of bad because it went a bit over time and because we are not familiar with what we are doing so it was a bit confusing in some of the things. So the first day, i help out in the redemption booth. I was previously place at the stage entrance but there was this person exchanged role with me. On the first day, I think they asked me to help out at stage atrium but i just went to redemption booth and ask for some help because i don't know did i hear anything wrong. I was standing there for long and there is this senior( i think called Elizabeth)ask me to run errant to help her buy mac sprite so i just did that because i was kind of free at that moment. So when i am done, i went back to redemption booth to help. Then there are groups of cca coming to collect their water and biscuit. Each cca can get a box of mineral water and 3 boxes of biscuit. So i just help with the carrying to the cca members.

After that, the student union in-charge asked me to help to pass a message down to each cca to bring 2 members to be at the auditorium at 11.30am. So i just pass the message. Almost all the cca groups asked me why, i just say for some briefing but in fact the in charged didn't tell me much about what will be happening at that timing. So after that, i went to help at the redemption booth once again. After that at 11.30am, the in-charge ask me to tell them again because not all the cca was coming down. So i went to tell them, but there was this problem, some cca booth have only 2 people so if they will to come down no one will be handling their booth so i just tell them, one of them will do.


So there was a twin and a guy handling at the redemption booth and most of the afternoon time i was sitting because there was no one went to collect any gift after playing game. But later in the evening there was more people coming, it was almost the same person. However, that guy got a pair of movie ticket after playing the games many times. My lunch was the spicy food that they have for buffet. #likewth I got a grey shirt and badge for that particular event.


When i get back home that day, My muscle was very pain and hard too!! (It is gonna get soft soon since i never do sports at all at my usual days).


So the 2nd day, i went to the right stage. It was alright just that i don't know what to do there because first day i was not there. That guy at the redemption booth made onto my leg with the stand(put the musical note) and still say something like it drop on its own, it was kind of lame, it was impossible that the wind blow and drop it. It was confirm that someone has knock onto it and drop onto my leg and he was there so he was definitely the culprit. He denied it was him and didn't apologize at all. On the first day,he was telling me that he was pulled by his friend(A) to come because A was backing out and he asked another friend(B) to help him but that friend doesn't want to help alone so in the end, he and B went to help with this event. He saying something like he and B know a very long time because they have been in the same class for years in secondary school and they don't talk much to each other and they entered poly, they went to the same course and become friend. The B person also step on my feet and didn't apologize at all too, she just look at what she step and know it was a leg so she just ignored. They are really friend, their character are so similar to hit people without saying sorry. Yeah business course so what. They think they look down on engineering people. That guy was saying my phone was so old and lousy and i know he was rich to have a iphone but stop commenting on other people things. #likewtf


My lunch was chicken, vegetable and a egg. It was quite nice but it was kind of heaty!! After that, Paul and I went to attend medical imaging lesson. We all can get a film back home after an x-ray of things we want. After that lesson, we back to club crawl and after that Paul and i was slacking almost the time. However, we are given a mission to give away all the mineral water and biscuits. I went to give all the aunties at school, they will happy when they got the biscuits! I felt happy too!! Students was not very keen in taking the mineral water and biscuits!! After that, The 2 other in-charge brought us ice cream, i was happy but scared because my cough have not recovered. I ate the melted part and gave the the rest to Paul!! Thanks Paul for eating my ice cream!!


At 6pm,We went to take off all the paper from the cca booth. After the club crawl was done, we had a discussion with all the student union member. We got a bottle and a file too!! After that, it was home sweet home finally!! :D

It is my second year in Nanyang Polytechnic from the starting of next week. Don't you all find it like it is like damn fast? I am the senior of my year 1s student.

I found that i am a person who is easily shaken by other people,my choices are not certain at all. It was from this few days ago, i felt it stronger. You know like i had to decide what to choose for general studies which i have been shaken of the choice i had to take. Anyway, i took marketing essential and personal financial literacy because i did not know what to choose and we thought we were in core 4 but we were in core 3 so many people from our class including me were shocked when we saw the modules had changed.

I have basically did nothing during the holiday and felt restless about it. Sigh i still have to study English which i am totally lost and had no interest in it. I know i am in Singapore and English is basically a international language that everyone should handle well and it also a very important subject but i am the exceptional who doesn't like English at all. Sigh i have to start loving English in order to pass.